I'm actually excited. I'm feeling better the last day or so, just a little cranky when I wake up but who isn't cranky in the morning?
but literally sleeping with him.
I miss his hugs, kisses, and nibbles, and his cute little ears, his perfect mouth, our kisses could make me orgasm in like 0.0034 seconds. HA! ;] That'll be the day. But no our kiss is like fireworks, like gasoline meeting with a zippo. Magical. Fuck. You get what I mean. BUT I am staying strong an keeping it as a just friends thing.
Anyways,
So I recently decided to do my best to get into shape and eat healthy and look good haha. But uh, idk it's weird... I'm not really hungry in the morning, so why would I eat, right? Well, my mom says it's good to have 3 meals a day, so I ate like bowl of cereal the other morning, and my stomach felt like complete shit after wards. I didn't eat too much or too less, but it still was just throbbing in pain. :/ So I knock out the first meal for the day and decide I'll just have 2 meals. Now if your trying to be healthy I heard that you shouldn't eat after 6 pm, cause your body starts to shut down and basically you'll just gain weight for no being as active, you know what I mean? Well anyways I NEVER eat dinner before 6. It's usually like I'll have lunch 'round 2 or so, then have a billion snack from between lunch and probably about the time that I go to sleep, which varies. I think I'm just gaining weight. LAME! Haha, a few years ago I was pretty chubby not going to lie, but it was like an actual 'chubby" my face just got kind of thick, and I don't want that shit to happen again. I see old pictures, and yah EW. So fuck that. lol
Oh yahhhhh....
My mom's friend, that lives with us, got the money today. We'll see where it all ends up. Hopefully not on crack. He "used" to be a crackhead. Isn't that sad? But mostly pathetic? YES, it damn well is.
I'll write about how I've had to deal with him the last few years in another post.
I must work out (:
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