Happy hump day?

Things are unusual lately...

I've been having very vivid dreams. It's strange. Usually I don't remember any of my dreams. I don't know
maybe it's nothing and I'm just over thinking  it, like I do with many things.

Not only are my dreams wicked but I can't sleep for shit. My mind just continues to soar when I lay down to try an sleep and I can't shut it down. It's just so frustrating when your so tired in every way possible, mentally, emotionally, physically, I just don't know how to shut it all down just for one whole night of sleep. :/

Also, in the past week my tolerance level just stooped way fucking low. I'm usually really calm, cool, and collected right? Well no these past weeks. I mean anything any little thing, would make me lash out. You'd think someone lit a fire under my ass. I hate it, hate it, hate it. BUT at least I think it's getting a little better. Hopefully.

I feel like a hermit crab, all tucked away in my protective shell, not wanting to eat or speak or see anyone. My friends boyfriend came out to visit for her spring break, he's in the army, and I haven't met him yet, and she wanted me to and I did, too. But I just kind of blew her off in a nonchalant way ya know? I didn't want to be mean but I really did not want to see her all happy and lovey dovey with her man. I know that's kind of weird since she really is happy, which she deserves to be, and hey, I'm happy for her, but my mood is that of the crab for now. Ugh whatever.

So I think I want to get some other things off my chest in the next post, maybe that's the reason my mood sucks a fat one lately.... 

P.S. Two more days till Friday...

Happy Hump Day! ;)