I feel so lost lately. I'm fucking up in school, kind of. My home life is almost intolerable. My relationship with Bum is all sorts of horrible..I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I know I need to leave with him but i can't. I don't know what's the problem, I love him don't I? He says I don't show it. I try, I really do but for some reason I'm so stuck in my own bullshit it's hard to be there for someone else who needs you. :(
Ahh, I don't know mannnn. Fuck where am I lately? I think I should stop smoking so much. ahah But it really helps except for the lazy part. Ha. Geez, I need to shape up!!!!
I can do this....right?

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