So lost

lately. My mood has been like a teeter totter. I'm up one second, down the next. I don't know what it is. I feel like I'm falling down this dark hole er somethinn. I can't figure out why I'm so fucking wrecked lately. I think 'm just complete shit, in every way. My self esteem has dropped dramatically. I'm going crazy haha. This shit is wack. I'm pushing everyone away. I'm curling up wanting to hide away from everyone. I'm always anxious or scared, waiting for something to happen. I'm just going insane over nothing. I'm just a huge fucking mess right now....And I have no idea how to get the fuck out of this slump. Ahhhh.


I'll get a grip on everything I just need to smoke some herb er something. Relax, take a deep breath, something.
Gah.

This sucks.

BLAHHH!