It's not too easy, when you have a kid mother though. Ugh. It's so frustrating
when the 'child' plays the role of mom, ya know? I don't blah.
I pray she'll grow up so my little brother has a chance at a good life...But right now it doesn't seem
to likely. Well at least he's doing good in school right? I mean I loved school. I was able to get away
from all the madness at home, be around all my little friends, be the teachers pet, haha. I was always the
teachers pet till about 5th grade er so.
So I have a DMV appointment in May, exactly one month. I'll be 18 this month as well. How exciting.
I can't wait to finally get my tattoos. (((: Anyways, we've now have our own car, we just got it today.
So looks like I'll be driving a Toyota Camry around haha. It's really nice yay! I'll be going to the community college I plan to go to for the fall. See what all I need to do in order to be enrolled and apply for financial aid an all that jive.
I need to start looking for a job asap, since now I know for sure I'll have transportation. I just can't wait to drive my damn self around haha.
I went to a used book store the other day, an found some really great books. I'm into the whole mystery/suspense type books, the page turners, ya know? I ended up leaving with five books for ten bucks, an another one that was like four. I received some for Christmas, which I thought was super lame but after I read them I just wanted more. The authors name is Ridley Pearson. Another author I like would be James Patterson, he has a shit ton of books so maybe you heard of him. Some of his books have actually turned in to movies, Kiss the Girls with Morgan Freeman (great actor!) and also Along Came a Spider (Morgan Freeman as well). It's somewhat like a min series with this one character Cross, Alex Cross ahahah. But yah they're pretty sweet. Pearson has a series of his own with certain characters that are just awesome.
ANYWAYS....Haha.
I smoke herb again today with an old friend. Heehee. It was nice, except I'm the type of person that likes to have deep conversations about just different things that you need to have a certain interest in er somethinn to that effect, and she's just not that type of person. Like I started talking about the government, personally not a subject I would usually talk about, but it came up some way she just thought I was all faded talking about gibberish. But whatever. I guess with some kids you just need to talk about dumb shit, like what celebrity is cheating on his or her spouse, or which one is now pregnant haha. I could really give a shit less about that kinda of thing. One of the up's of not having cable.I do miss watching the news though lol. I feel like I'm so out of the loop on what's going on in the world.
Okay I obviously must still be high, cause I'm just blabbering away here. X]
I hope I'm not prego though. Don't get me wrong I love kids (I actually hung out with two of my nieces today! it was awesome they love me so much and it feels so great (: Were going to the park tomorrow) , I'd love to be in a stable enough position to have one but I am so not in a good position. Fingers crossed.
Okay anyways. That's all for now.
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