Already? So soon? Ah.
I feel okay, look okay, my mind might be a little weird but it's alright for the most part.
School is great, I love my professor's, they are in love with teaching, or at least act like they are.
Either way it's good for me to have those type of teachers, haha.
Family is doing decent. I no longer speak to my sister she's been moved out for about 3-4 months now.
I guess it's better this way I don't know...She seems to only be a dark cloud weather she means to be or not I have no clue but she's not always full of good news or a good personality. She's very unpleasant unless shes had just the right about of liquor...which is sad but true.
On a better note, i got my first tattoo done on the 8th. It's everything I wanted it to be, cant imagine it any other way so hooray! I am planning on getting another asap.
WELLLLLLLL the beginning of this post was saved as a draft and actually somethings have changed. The sister part ahah I guess i wrote too soon l o l. We now talk on some what regular basis. Things we talk about are just simple things nothing personal really or anything that has happened in the past so I think we might have a chance at being able to stay on good terms if the old shit isn't brought up. But we will see, no?
Okay so school same good, I'm doin good so yay for me. Work I am looking but uhhh not having any experience doesn't help at all. :( I'm still hopeful though.
Personal life wise....Me an Bum are again on rocky terms...SURPRISE! I know, I know. Ugh. Well it is what it is ya know? I'll figure out what we're doing eventually. Although there is another guy who has DEFINITELY caught my pretty little eyes! Oh he is super gorgeous I just want to kiss his face! Ahaha.
He's totally my "type". I can on;y imagine what our children would look like lmao. Anyways as usual he too is like every other guy who checks me out pretty often but never has said anything to me. At least nothing like conversational wise, we've exchanged a few words but I want more NEED more dammit. He is so cute but so shy, but that only makes him even more cute! Ahah. Blah.
Man I hate the fact that, this is kind of sad but anyways, Bum is the only guy who can actually satisfy my needs. WTF?! Whyyy me? I'm like trying to figure out what I can maybe do for another person to have that uh "effect" on me but no luck. Greaaaat. What is a girl to do? Literally ahah.Hm, it's like we have this unbelievable connection and both of us don't want to lose that but we just can't work either. So our solution is to just act like friends...with benefits lol. I guess that's what you can call it.
Ah I need to go shopping I love it. Makes me forget about all the stupid shit, till I get back home from the stores of course but STILL. (:
Hm, tiil I write again <3
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I feel okay, look okay, my mind might be a little weird but it's alright for the most part.
School is great, I love my professor's, they are in love with teaching, or at least act like they are.
Either way it's good for me to have those type of teachers, haha.
Family is doing decent. I no longer speak to my sister she's been moved out for about 3-4 months now.
I guess it's better this way I don't know...She seems to only be a dark cloud weather she means to be or not I have no clue but she's not always full of good news or a good personality. She's very unpleasant unless shes had just the right about of liquor...which is sad but true.
On a better note, i got my first tattoo done on the 8th. It's everything I wanted it to be, cant imagine it any other way so hooray! I am planning on getting another asap.
WELLLLLLLL the beginning of this post was saved as a draft and actually somethings have changed. The sister part ahah I guess i wrote too soon l o l. We now talk on some what regular basis. Things we talk about are just simple things nothing personal really or anything that has happened in the past so I think we might have a chance at being able to stay on good terms if the old shit isn't brought up. But we will see, no?
Okay so school same good, I'm doin good so yay for me. Work I am looking but uhhh not having any experience doesn't help at all. :( I'm still hopeful though.
Personal life wise....Me an Bum are again on rocky terms...SURPRISE! I know, I know. Ugh. Well it is what it is ya know? I'll figure out what we're doing eventually. Although there is another guy who has DEFINITELY caught my pretty little eyes! Oh he is super gorgeous I just want to kiss his face! Ahaha.
He's totally my "type". I can on;y imagine what our children would look like lmao. Anyways as usual he too is like every other guy who checks me out pretty often but never has said anything to me. At least nothing like conversational wise, we've exchanged a few words but I want more NEED more dammit. He is so cute but so shy, but that only makes him even more cute! Ahah. Blah.
Man I hate the fact that, this is kind of sad but anyways, Bum is the only guy who can actually satisfy my needs. WTF?! Whyyy me? I'm like trying to figure out what I can maybe do for another person to have that uh "effect" on me but no luck. Greaaaat. What is a girl to do? Literally ahah.Hm, it's like we have this unbelievable connection and both of us don't want to lose that but we just can't work either. So our solution is to just act like friends...with benefits lol. I guess that's what you can call it.
Ah I need to go shopping I love it. Makes me forget about all the stupid shit, till I get back home from the stores of course but STILL. (:
Hm, tiil I write again <3
